i'm happy i found him

i'm happy because i get  a new job that seem promising for my future life and i will be independent, and i can cover my own expenses in the future (but right now i still depend on my parent), i still waiting the day to come.
but while i waiting i have nothing to do, i only have job a few times a week, and a have a bunch leisure time. aside do some chores i practically lay back on couch just like lazy cat and watch documentary on cat such as cat 101, must love cat, my cat from hell, to tell you the truth i even have no cat. but i like cat alot. my other hobby is reading fanfiction, after i run out AV fanfict i went to the most popular fandom thai was a Yunjae, they are a yaoi fic, or boys love, they are got me creep, so many NC scenes, what a crap! but i getting curious to the protagonists so i googling Yunho and Jaejoong DBSK. and i really fall in to Jaejoong, he is so handsome and he has a cat, Jiji, and he seems crazy about cat, just like me, he randomly snaps stray cat, and i get addicted, and i vow that i officially became his cat, no his fans.

but he gives me turmoil, he make my day, i'm happy untill i found him would come to indonesia, it's turn me upside down, i'm happy but i can't meet him because my financial state, i have no money because i'm not saving. it teach me to be more careful to spend my money in the future. so start from now i will saving again